Shattered or not shattered will be the question...

Today was a great day! I got a lot of sewing done thanks to stations in our home. We had floor time, walker time, Saucer time and also Johnny Jumper time. Here are some picture from today in our stations. The walker photo cut off half the picture for some reason uploading it and I tried three times so I gave up.

We also got to enjoy a dinner date with some of my family. We went to the Boathouse in Waseca and it was really good. I got a good picture of Trig smiling during dinner. He is such a cute child. He is so good when we are out and about. I couldn't ask for a better child.

One of the shows that I am totally into right now is The X-Factor. It is so great to watch that show and see not only the talent but the hopes and dreams of people come true. They all want it so bad. My top three are Stacey, Chris Rene, and also Rachel Crow. Stacey is amazing, he dad passed away the day she arrived at boot camp and she stayed because she said her dad would want this for her. That takes a lot to miss your dad's funeral, that to me shows you how much she wants this. Than you have Chris, he has been sober 5 months now and he wants it so bad. I know he can stay sober if he follows his dreams and boy he can sing. I think that he hits home so much because alcohol is a huge thing within my life. I have had friends and family with this problem and it takes a lot to beat the screaming noise in your head to stop and think about the good you actually have in your life that that is exactly what Chris is doing. Than you have Rachel my all time FAVORITE. If I could I would buy her she is so darn cute. She is 14 with a head of hair that is so cute. She has personality that I have never seen and she is an amazing artist she has the vocals to make herself something. But now you ask me why do I blog about this today because, as of today I am 27 years old and I look back to what I have hoped and dreamed for over the years and they may not have came true yet but the three people that I have talked about above are 14-42 years old. I may think that it is hard to complete my hopes and dreams. As of right now I am hoping that I can manage to have T's and P Escape blast off, but after watching this show I get so emotional because there is a lot of people that have had their hopes and dreams shattered tonight and that may just happen to me with T's and P Escape. You can never be sure on how things with go. But if I was Rachel's age of 14 again and looking into the future when I was her age, I would be almost done with Doctor School as I was going to be a brain surgeon. That crashed down when my hopes and dreams changed to become a nurse. I tried that route for a while but I couldn't pass Chemistry. I just couldn't comprehend that subject for the life of me and I became an accountant. And look now I am a homemaker, yes it is a big job as I look back on it in the last few days. I keep the house clean, I cook meals, I make sure our house runs smoothly. There are bumps in the road. But this may not be what I have ever thought would be my life but it is my life and I love it. Every life has bumps in the road and I will ride the bumps out, whether my hopes and dreams as of right now come true or they fall through. I can manage to do it all with my support system that I have. I can only give it my all and hope it is what others think is my all and that I can accomplish what I want to happen.

Until next time my friends, good night!